wow. as i type that subject the irony of the placement of joy is not lost on me. hoping forevermore that i am whoo hooing about the doubling and tripling of my hcg.
but for now this is a blessing. it has dropped to 19.7 (from 25). i have one last blood test next tuesday to confirm all is good to go but the nurse said the doctor is optimistic.
i feel like i just lost 2000 pounds of stress and anxiety. now i am able to look forward and not feel chained to this cycle. this morning i wasn't thinking that i was going to get good news because everything that could go wrong did. but erin was right and i was just getting all the crap out of the way this am. exhale!
anticipating my silver linings for this mornings #*#& to be...
- now i know that 3 blood draws from the same vein in a week can dry it out (first 2 dried it out)
- i am aware that i have good veins in both arms
- there is a brand new payment machine that looks almost EXACTLY like the old one at the parking garage at the clinic and you have to swipe your credit card differently or else it will make tons of noises and not give you your card back
- people are not far to help you so always try the assistance button and don't give up even though you can't really understand them and they can't understand you
i am already laughing at myself for how frustrated and angry i was this morning at all of this but i guess i have had a pretty stressful week so i will let it slide.
feeling like the tide has definitely turned! good news on my results, client ok'd an insane travel schedule as is that could have been made even longer and more complicated, and i made some progress processing my "don't want to deal with this now" shelf. happy friday indeed!
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